Fan Fiction and Art

Um. Myself and Colin have spent a lot of time together the last 2 years. And yesterday, uh, Colin was practically asleep, we got into London at like 7 - i dunno, something stupid - in the morning, and we were talking to somebody and I said a joke, and the person I was talking to didn’t laugh, but Colin woke up and went hahahaha. And, it’s just-it’s just kind of, and I, you know, I find myself knowing - I don’t know, just picking on this strange wavelength that we’ve created, between the pair of us, and not being able to step away until, after, I go oh my god, we’re a pair of weirdos.

You told me to carry on and see the day through
But I found out you lied to me, everything was untrue.
Although I loved you and you warmed my heart from ice
Since I know you aren’t real, how can I take your advice.
I fell in love and gave you my heart
And without even knowing it, you tore it apart.
I should be happy you got who you wanted
But all the nights I cried for you are leaving me haunted.
Those horrible sleepless nights and weeks
That made me this small, frail and meek.
Have stolen all my charm and light
I can only pray you won’t visit my thoughts tonight.
During my zombie days I hide my frayed heart in glass
But at night I fear that whats left won’t last.
The hurt you inflict is ongoing still
And nothing can help, not even taking these pills.

Tomorrow I’ll wake and nothing will have changed
We will always carry on just the same.
Even with my decaying heart
Having you in my life is a piece of art.

-Nathalie Bachelet